Hi all

Just now i had an angry feeling. Primiarily because after I told her about my mom, she didn’t reach out to check on me. I feel like any ordinary friend would check on me.

I thought of breaking up with her just to end things. While she knows this is challenging for me,  she still insist on the break. When I think of that, I think she does not care too much about me.

While on the otherhand, i do want to know what is in her mind, I don’t even know if the two weeks break is making any difference, and what is happening on her side? I have no idea of it and I don’t think this work

I may be looping, talking to her would seem to make things worse(she would think i am clingy?I don’t honour the promise?) But not talking to her makes me feel insecure.

While On the other, other hand, 3 weeks isn’t too long from now, I will have an answer by then.

Any insight is helpful, you all may have a more objective perspecitve on this