Wow this clicks and is very painful to accept at the same time. Does me healing from my childhood experience of taking up the masculine role and him healing from his father’s absence change anything? I don’t even know if it’s possible and most probably not but at this moment, it’s just hard for me to accept the reality. I really thought this is the one!

From this part I’m not expecting answers but just venting my thoughts. So what kind of women will he be happy with? Don’t all women at the end of the day want to be in a relationship that lets them step into their feminine?

And coming to me, I don’t know if I can take on a more feminine role… should I? in order to attract a masculine person? Doesn’t that side naturally come out when you’re with a masculine person? I really don’t know. I’m very career oriented and probably don’t even want to be a mother. Don’t know what life is trying to teach me