When my mom was in the hospital with a tube stuck down her throat, I could see the discomfort she was in. Unable to breath and unable to talk or communicate her discomfort…. While talking with the social worker about her condition, my mom passes away. A month later, my father has a stroke, bleeding into the brain. He becomes disabled. Lost of bodily functions. … He passes away a week after I last visited him. I loved my parents but after all this time spent visiting hospitals and nursing homes and everything, the whole thing made me numb. The funerals were without a tear. It is a sign of time moving on. With it, there is no concern of people, places, love, or anything. Time just moves on.

I am sorry for your tough situation. You have to be a strong person to keep moving forward. Forgive but do not forget. Hope you have a decent life and find what you wish for.