Hi Anita

Yes, I think what she said was harsh on me also, so as what she did.

While I put it all on the table and apologized, I just feel that she was not doing the same: to reflect or at least shows she was reflecting. May be she is, may be not, I really don’t know. It’s just hard to know when she seems avoidance and compartmentalize. and this has been the part that I suffer most, that she keeps avoiding and not facing me.

Thanks for your blessing. I know there must be some ups and downs along the way. I have expected that so I will be gentle to myself also

Have a good week