Dear Jakub

My heart goes out to you. Yet another child who has been let down & deprived of a safe happy childhood by those who should be providing the care & love each & every-being deserves.  I hope that you find a good therapist who specializes in healing the inner child.  You are no way responsible for  what when on in your parents lives when you were a child or later. The voice that tells you that, who’s is it? According to Eckart Tolle the pain body wants feeding & its favorite food is negative feelings.

I find it interesting how we give some thoughts more weight/credence and yet what are thoughts? Some have a very uncomfortable energy. If we think of them like bubbles in a glass of lemonade they appear / arise, there is not alot of difference in size and eventually pop/disappear.

Congratulations on getting your own place, a home, a sanctuary, a place of peace a place to heal & nurture your own well being.