Well done for coming through your experiences up to this point and for realising that to go forward requires a new type of depth.Spirituality can definitely offer you that and you will be strengthened by it.

From personal experiences i can say that meeting like minded people is a sign that we have so much to share and that longing is because the remainder of society as we see it it far too preoccupied with banality and superficiality to realise that.In that however we are like minded , in that we need to share- or we fall into the trap of regarding everyone else with a certain disdain or that they might feel so even tough we do not.keep contact with your “little friends” but maintain the gap which allows you to breathe as an individual and grow independantly.At some point we often have to realise that even though we have family friends etc, fundamentally we are alone with our Maker until such time as we shed our mundane existence for a purely spiritual one.In that I can definitely relate to your current position.

Only the giving of one’s self can ease the passing so to speak and we are called to do so.I think if you do so you will find that the like minded people you seek will gravitate towards you naturally and you may find unexpected depth in some of your current associates surprisingly.

I wish you lots of happiness in this life and the next, maybe we shall meet there too!