Jasmine you really bring tears to my eyes cause I can truly feel your genuine perspective I guess I am just too afraid now to say anything I may be getting a new job in another city shucks another state and it just doesn’t make sense to even truly open up to him now. I am really afraid I need to overcome this, I hate to admit that but I have been thru so much ups and downs in my last relationship I just dont know if its better I walk away I cant imagine living life regretting this but I cannot also find the inner strength to just step out, its seems easier to just try to move on I feel like if he really wants to know then he would reach out harder than he has I dont mean to be so hard up but I dont know what else to do.

I am learning to be proud of myself but I just feel so silly at times, Cant wait til I can see that for myself. IDK how I ever got this way!!

Regards;

Angela D.