Hi Jefferson,
I really can understand you feeling right now. If you have read my story, you will know that. You had faith in your relationship, you believed she also had, but she failed you. You wanted to do anything for her, but she just ignored you and blocked you. I was exactly in the same situation as yours. I was also blocked by my ex. But you can always find a way to reach her, but what’s the point?

You’re so young. You’re only 18. I’m 100% sure that you will find a better one in your time. I know at this moment all you want is to get her back. But there’s simply nothing you can do that can change her mind. Focus on yourself! Try to forgive yourself. I know when things are worse, it usually become worse and worse. You have so many shitty things in your life and you just can’t get rid of them. But you should try to find a positive way to face the life. Take every frustration as an opportunity for growth. Have a bigger picture. In many years later, when you have got through all this and look back, you will be grateful that you have experience so much that makes you become a positive, strong and tough guy.

Although I think you still have a chance to get her back, you should just move on this time. Don’t hold any hope. Fate will come eventually. No matter who’s the next one in your life, you should get ready for her. Improve yourself!