Dear Annie,

Im very sorry about your hurt feelings:(
You just shouldnt go,you wont change anything believe me. You just remember excatly my relationship because after we fighted and he decided by message(whatsapp) that he dont feels anything,that its over. I had already booked the ticket to Rome because i wanted to make him a surprise,to say to him
That i was sorry and start all over again from the beginning but in that situation i told him that i booked the ticket to see him and he just said that i shouldnt go,because he is convinced that its over.Though i went and he waited for me in the airport buuuuuut it was horrible,staying at his home saying to him i was sorry all the time,feeling weak,he was cold,sleeping in the same bed and it was just like i was sleeping alone.He didnt touch even a hair. I felt like i was dead. So,dont do it! Move on,dont write anything to him,dont go there(im sorry that you spent your money because its not the right time) Give time to him if he change his mind,but the most important thing,give time to yourself.Dont stay and think how to get him back but think about yourself,you will find very soon someone else.Im very happy that you go out with friends,i will do the same because its been 3 months,crying,staying at home,panic,headache,being looser and stuff like that. So,tomorrow i’ll go to work,after work going for a drink and on weekend im going out at night. Enough,cant take it anymore. If he does not want you one time,you wont want him 10 times. You did everything you could but dont tread on yourself. Pleaseeeee! Stay calm. And if you have those bad feelings in weak moments, read this conversation or a link that i posted on Lunarforest,it will help you.
Looking forward to get your answer my friend.
Love Albana