@Sojourner
I am very thankful for your supportive words and am so grateful for your prayers.

Part of me would love to just up and “go home”. But, I know that my decision to be with my fiancé was one that a lot of thought went into. I also know, that my life at “home” was as ideal as my memory is making it now.

I did speak honestly with my fiancé last night. He reminded me that when I signed the papers at the closing on the sale of my house I said “Now you are my home”. He is right. I made him my home. I need to try to remember why. Clearly the path of my current job, my lack of friendships here, etc needs to change. We have put plans in motion for me to leave my current position, at least for 10 weeks to get healthier and look for healthier employment.
Luckily, he is supportive of making more visits to my previous “home” with me.

One slow turtle step with the passion of a tiger at a time.