A massive thanks to both of you 🙂 was nice to get a reply. Both very different but equally true. I sometimes think that im not ready to get emotionally attached again so soon but then i do like him Cyd. But one thing is definate I need to work on self love and acceptance. I seem to suffer the most horrible lonliness that fills me up and makes me very sad. Any advice on how to learn to be loving to yourself 😉 ♥♥ i also go to cbt to help with my low self ezteem and anxiety. But early days x