Thanks Inky 🙂 🙂 and The Ruminant 🙂 🙂

Hey Roohi

I am so sorry for your suffering. I am not going to tell you what you need to do as you are on your journey and you need to learn some lessons before such incidents can be left behind. However, I will try to offer some clarity, which may assist in your decision making.

What does being a 33 year old LEO woman mean ? Is that how you identify yourself ? Are you superstitious and believe in zodiacs ? Just curious.

Look, I have no desire to hurt you or make things more difficult for you but there seems to be a huge conflict going on in your mind about the status of your recent marriage. From your post, I get a feeling that there is a definite lack of open and honest communication between the two of you and there may be some hidden secrets as well. Dishonesty, hiding things from spouse as you do not want to hurt them with your past or whatever other excuses we may like to come up with – these are simple recipes for a DISASTER waiting to happen. You can see the red flags everywhere, cant you ? Whether these are real red flags or perceived, either way, you are not at peace.

Can you take some time off and visit your family for a short holiday ? And you need to have a heart to heart talk with your hubby when you are in a safe place, OK !! Do not attempt to do this heart to heart without any backup friend or family support. Love and marriage should bring out the best in you and not put you through this esp if you have been married only for less than 6 months and you have a history of leaving a marriage after 1 month previously. There is a lot of self reflection and introspection, which needs to occur from your end once everything has settled. Life will keep throwing same challenge in a different disguise until you learn the valuable lesson. The lesson here as I envision it is – You are special and you do not need someone else to make you feel adequate or complete. Let go of the dependency.

I will offer prayers for you tonight and hope you will find peace that your soul seeks. Please be kind to yourself.

Jasmine