Hi Amanda,

I want to remind you that you are beautiful. In life, we all have ups and downs. These are generally called “experiences” and they all vary in the harm they do us. Ultimately, they all cause some wave of pain. I want you to understand at this very moment, you are in the lesson stage. You are acknowledging this pain, and how it could have come. Questions you’re asking, yet to find. It is all a process of reality, and coming to senses with your self. Know that, currently, you are about to be enlightened and find courage beyond your reach, because your soul has been opened to the loving nature of all things through this lesson. Just remember, Once you hit rock bottom, that is when you will finally find the potential and confidence you have been searching for. Emotions will fly left and right, negative in the manner. Allow them, observe them, don’t become them. See what is causing this, and use the resources our wonderful universe has provided for the healing, as it will gradually heal you to see if you are listening. You are in the right position, this is suppose to happen for you, you’re earning your warrior stripes from our ever infinite universe. STAY GOLD