:> you’re not alone my friend. I’m going through the exact same thing. One thing i’m having trouble with is the last transition I went trough, I found my confidence but with this one I must carry through with confidence. This time I’ve realized I’m finding my courage and independence. Maybe not for you, but when you’re around your friends, do you still fit in with them? I don’t fit in with hardly anyone and I used to be torn apart and not all there because I didn’t feel good enough. I thought something was wrong with me, but in reality I just formed new perspectives and perceptions of the world than them. Now, I acknowledge that I don’t fit in but it doesn’t stop me from hanging out with old friends or newer friends, I just learned to not let in effect me. Seems like right now all you need to do is simply withdraw from society and figure out what you like, maybe try a new genera of music, new taste in magizines and movies, maybe even a new hobbie. You’re changing causing you to be lost in the RIGHT direction, it’s your job to find you’re new place ( even if its not were your comfortable yet). As a fortune cookie told me a couple nights ago, ” accept the changes coming into your life.”
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