Thanks for the reply Jennifer.
I definitely think my man is worth fighting for but at the same time, I keep thinking that I’m young and if the relationship doesn’t make me happy then maybe I should just walk away, but I can’t imagine finding someone else like him, or better. Since we’re going to be long distance for so long, I keep wondering if it’s worth having a relationship based solely on how it could be or it might be two years from now.
But I’m so up and down about it. I just wish I could “just see how it feels” like everyone keeps saying but I don’t even know what that means! How can I when I don’t even know what I’m supposed to be feeling? I can barely tell the good feelings from the bad.
And I spent so much time working on myself that I’m finally happy in myself and by myself. I feel like I’ve screwed my self over. Is a relationship ever worth it when you know you can pick yourself up and move on without him? I’m just so confused.