Thanks to all that replied. Having such a terrible time at the moment. I just feel drained. I do not know who to turn to all my friends are busy with their lives and their families. I have no children as I am infertile and in a relationship with a guy for the past 3 months and just dont feel any support from him at all 🙁 🙁 really saddens me. When I am having a difficult time and upset he does not give me any comforting words. Maybe this is just him but it is making me feel very lonely when really I should feel that I have him there as my guy to talk to and have a shoulder to cry on. I have tried to discuss with him a couple of times about be a bit more sensitive toward me when im not good, but he ends up getting angry and that upsets me ever more 🙁

I have tried to make contact with my best friend of late who is having a tough time herself and she is preoccupied all the time.
She is also spending alot of her time with another friend and I just feel that I am very alone in my thoughts and anxieties at the moment.

I am struggling with alot of things. I want to be settled and have a loving man and hopefully have a chance to have ivf for a child. I just feel lost at the moment and can not find joy in anything 🙁

I may as well be the only person on the planet.