Hi Luna

Thank you for the reply.

You are spot on! I have a lot of ‘friends’ but I’m lacking the ones that are truly like minded and share same interests. I dont think I am an introvert as I’m quite happily talk to random people in the tube. And maybe you’re also right about that I’m different. I know that I’m not the same person as I was a year ago.

I tried to form a friendship with 3 girls at work as I saw them and thought ‘yeah, they’re cool.’ I put effort in and unfortunately the more you spend time with people, the more you know about them.. with that you can say to your self that this friendship is sustainable or not. Unfortunately these ones were not. Two of them were too pushy and too strong minded and the other one was very insecure that I found my self had to stroke her ego. So I decided let the whole thing go.

With the case above someone told me that I’m quite radical as I dont give people chances…! But my feelings said I should let it go and all I did just followed my gut.

I’m still searching and getting to know myself better. Sometime I’m ok with this situation but I do hope one day I would meet someone that be my friend.

Thanks Luna.

Much Love xo