Hey Hazel,

Happy Wednesday!!

What do you want to do?

If you know what you want to do then start on your time working towards it. Keep the job because as you said you have to pay the bills but with time you can gradually go towards what you want to do in life.

Also, if you really want you can change the job but I believe you will in the same situation as you are in. See what you want and just work towards it.

Also, the way you wrote I have a feeling you resenting your partner and family for being a “head of a household”. If you partner is trying to get a job then you shouldn’t feel resentful because one day you may be in the same situation as he is. I know its hard to do than said so look for ways how you can change your mindset. If you feel he is not trying then encourage him to try. Talk to him about both of your goals in life and work together to achieve it.

You have a partner (which gives you an opportunity to work with someone), a dog (who loves you unconditionally) and you (that is your biggest strength).

Trust and take a step forward. It will take some time before you reach towards your goal.

With Warm Regards,

PassionateSelf