Hey Wilson,

I used to feel just like that. What changed?

You not going to like my answer but move out. Find a place to live with roommates. You are dependent and you know that and you feel guilty. Don’t feel guilty no point. Move out. Why?

You will have a sense of responsibility.You will have to look for full time job. Don’t depend on your parents to provide you money when you have moved out.

Also, most importantly don’t sell yourself short. Try different ways to reach out to people about the job. For me linkedin worked like a charm.

Make a purpose to find a full time job in computers and look ways to increase your resume. It ain’t over till you say so, even with no so good grades.

Also, make a goal note-card stating your goal (look for a job) and due date and in return what will you do to achieve it (like apply one job per day) and then read this note-card daily and work your best towards it. You will get a full time job.

Till then, I suggest spending 10 minutes or more of daily time listening on youtube to Bob proctor “You were born rich DVD part 1-3”.

With Warm Regards,

Passionate Self