Dear Sat Nam,
Give yourself time there is so many factors that come into play that you need to grieve from a breakup. I became a single mum nearly 5yrs ago. I was terrified on so many levels I never wanted to put my 3 beautiful kids through a divorce but it happened. Having trust broken is hard to get passed but in time it happens. I have found the hardest thing is to give myself the courage to trust my instincts again. Life is such a wonderful thing full of ups and downs and lessons to be learnt I am now happy and content in my life and love the relationship I have with each of my kids which is so much stronger now than I feel it would have been had I still remained married. I loved what Matt had to say it helped enlighten me too and I am so glad to hear that you are still devoted to love in all its forms as for a few years I had closed that down and my life was so black. Love truely is a wonderous thing and it all begins with self-love. Good luck to you and your boys and thanks for sharing. Sending big hugs to you and the best of wishes in your travels through this journey
Warm regards
Nikki