tHANKS rUMINANT… Now i realize that I have certain abilities like helping people, care towards others, adventurous, have some writing skills, bit technically sound, compassionate, like experimenting new things etc. but if someone doesnt understand me or hurt me i keep grudges in mind for them. why i always think that others should understand me, keep on getting affirmations and an attention seeking nature. there is no chatter inside the brain, but mind is always dull from inside. I am poor at communicating to people.. I am poor at perceiving advice and very impulsive and impatient. I dont know to love myself and boost up my self esteem. People are fed up of me. My basic problem is that i dont know to change my mind set and try new ways. There are no silent place at home. I want to do something but dont know how to……change my adamant mind…….