whenever i get a marriage alliance , even before seeing the guy, my heart gets depressed or tensed..because i have fear what if the guy is not as per my expectation..keeping this in mind.i meet the guy and eventhough he is good..i ll say NO and find some faults in him and explanation to justify myself

Now my mother came up with an article in newspaper stating opportunities for social workers in Canada and australia without writing the IELTS. I am not much interested in going abroad hence i never gave a try, even my mother knows..There was a rage of anger that ran through my mind, but i didnt show it… my mother wants good of me thats why she came up with the article but why i was not able to give a soft and positive approach.. i know my silence hurted her..she went away from my room.. i feel pity for myself and bad for me… why i get this dull feeling beforehand in my mind