Rahel, remember a time in your life when you fell down and got wounded? Now till the time that wound healed, everything that it came in contact with stung and made you feel more hurt? If you really really think about it, you hold a hell lot of resentment towards yourself and that channelizes to everyone around you. Stop living in these fears and thoughts – there is a world bigger than you out there. My words might anger you and make you think i am an insensitive person. Perhaps i am but i will add only this- You cant control the past, neither can you control people and circumstances entirely but you can do something about the way you deal with it. Why are you so hard on everyone now? I realize that things havent been simple for you but truth be said, they are as flawed as you are.

The bigger question is – What the hell do you want from yourself and others anyway? Do you actually have a clue?