I initially thought that my thread has become solong that i am unable to login..

Hi, TR

The thing i mentioned about forgetting is not related to meditation..but i am becoming forgetful day by day for the past three years from the time i merged myself into depression…
eventhough i know certain things or would like to practise..i slide back ..my mind is lazy…i wantedly get angry eventhough my mind knows i am gonna get angry…i dont know why i get satisfaction in getting angry and emotional and hurt