Hi Alapal,
Thank you so much for your reply, everyone’s kind words really help to hear. Something you said really resonated with me, I think that I’m unsure of the person I am when I’m alone, and if someone asks me out, I shouldn’t feel like that’s weird or anything, and lately I have been. I really need to boost my self confidence, I’m not quite sure how to do that though. I think the hardest part about this whole thing for me is that I still really want him and am a little in love with him, and I need to shift my attention to creating a healthy relationship with myself. Why is that so hard to do?!? I want to be happy though, and I don’t want him to take the joy that I used to have before this whole ordeal, and with the help of positive and helpful words like yours, I’m determined to make that happen!
Thank you so much, you helped more that you know.
Much Love!
-Zoey