I understand what you mean when you say is that friendship worth my fear of security, but to be honest, I shouldn’t even be that way though. He should be allowed to have friends. I’m allowed to have friends. It’s not fair that my mind just jumps to all these conclusions immediately just from seeing text messages. I just wish there was a way I could train my mind to stop doing this and just let things be and be happy instead of thinking the worst of every situation.