@ Silky, I will start NC tomorrow,i heard about that but never able to try it.
I feel somehow not angry about your ex gf. She seems to be really confused to me. I feel like she also suffered. May i ask why did she break up 2 days before moving into your app.? May be there is a reason to make her decide in that way? I do not think you are enemies. You are caring her and loving her, i m sure she knows that.
How about you dating with another woman? Your ex gf has to see that you are moving on and you are happy. No woman likes unhappy man. I am also unhappy and i think i lost my attraction to other guys because of that. I want to be again a woman with full of energy and attraction. I was like that before this relationship and i was able to attract all the men i want. That is how i attracted my ex also. I am still the same woman but unhappy not smiling. I am acting like i am happy to my co-workers but i think people are feeling who is happy who is unhappy. We should concentrate on ourselves to be happy. But how i also dont know.
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 