hi ivan,

i’d say from the sense of peace you say you felt as you were “dying” you are in the midst of or will experience some kind of important ending or transition. the sensation of lingering pain from the bullet suggests to me that it will be some kind of emotional experience that will shake you up and mark the end and beginning of circumstances; perhaps the “deep sleep” is what will occur before newer and brighter things happen, once you metaphorically recover from your wounds. you tried to hide in a house bc you thought “being a civilian” would spare you from harm but you saw that you only put yourself in harm’s way by trying to get out of it so perhaps it is a message from your subconscious not to hide from conflict or a particular issue in your life you may be struggling with.

i hope that my analysis is helpful somewhat even if it’s a bit vague 🙂