Hey everyone. I am taking to heart the advice you all have givin me and I am taking it day by day. Bottom line is I am desperate these days. Being overwhelmed with so many things at once breaks me down every day I get out of bed. My dog is the only reason I haven’t done anything stupid because I am all he has and vice versa. My girlfriend is great but she doesn’t need me because she can take care of herself. You all have been so positive and so supportive of me and for that I am grateful. I have nothing left in me, everyday it’s harder, it gets worse. I can honestly say that I’ve hit bottom. It’s a struggle for me not to hurt myself, not to act on what I think I should do. I am trying to fight back but I don’t know how much longer I can.