Hi Inky,

Thank you for such a quick and kind reply, and for your suggestions!

Erm, not to disrespect your beliefs and ideas (just I think I’d better be honest and open), but what if I’m feeling a lot of resistance towards the idea of God? Since a year or two I’ve lost faith/belief/trust in the idea of God, and religious/God terminology/stuff kind of makes me want to run the other way.

Also, I just still think/react- but what’s the point in any of it still? Life doesn’t need me, it just is.. The world doesnt need me, when I’m gone it’ll still be here.