toto and butterfly.. thank you for sharing your experience!

I was utterly devastated when I’ve heard that she loves somebody else, after I waited for her several months, but learning from my past experience with different girl, when I begged and pleaded A LOT, I decided to act differently. I said that I’m happy to hear that she’s doing great and I wish her best. Then I cut all contact with her.

I haven’t responded to her message, which she sent me last week (asking about my new job). Today she sent me another one which consisted of link to interview with some famous traveler (travelling is my passion)

I’m confused and I don’t know what should I do.

Does she:

1) Miss me and want me back?
2) Want to have me as her friend?
3) Want to get an ego boost? (learning that I’m still head over heels in love with her)
4) Feel guilty about dumping me and just want to make sure that I’m doing fine?

I feel that maintaing NC is the best thing to do, but on the other hand I love her so much and I don’t want her to think that I’m mad on her..

But also I don’t want to explain myself to her why I don’t want to talk with her… She’s fully aware of my feelings for her. During my last breakup I begged and pleaded and explained a lot and not only I didn’t change anything, but also felt guilty and ashamed for making a desperate wimp of myself.

Any thoughts? 🙁

• This reply was modified 10 years, 1 month ago by David.
• This reply was modified 10 years, 1 month ago by David.
• This reply was modified 10 years, 1 month ago by David.