I remembered I am souless two years back when i wasn’t study in univeristy.

everyday i woke up, i hated my life.

because i’m merely breathing and living just to go to work as a sales promoter

and i cried a lot whenever i back home or i’m alone

I didnt know what to do in my life

I didnt know what can I do or contribute in future, I didnt even know what I’m living for

so sometime i will think about commit suicide, but when i think about my parents who worked hard and loved me for years

then i give up that thought even though my heart was really really pain…