The spiritual path teaches you the difference between learning and regret, about being and acceptance. The point is that there is a million points but they are fluid and in tandem with what you accept and what you let go of. When I feel an existential moment, I immerse myself in nature because the beauty and vastness of it all with the magical reality of science meeting wonder makes me understand interconnectedness in a way that paychecks, personal relationships and societal conformity or lack thereof never will. Also, read Viktor Frankl’S Mans Search for Meaning because it gives those of us with existential crises something to think about outside of ego. I hope you find meaning within and without. This may not seem like it right now, but seeking is a good thing.