To be honest when I read that you had dated 2 at the same time I knew thus was t going to end well. How can you expect yourself to give fully to someone unless you focus on that someone 1 at a time? No wonder both women walked. Because they sensed you were shopping. Too many people do this now a days unfortunately and is why there is a lack of settling for anyone. I didn’t read on but hope you got the guidance you were looking for overall from readers.