Hey Jeena. I wouldn’t think about what your friend is thinking. Just let things go at the speed that they are meant to go.
As for me, I’ve given up on online dating. I’m sick of constant rejection I am getting now and the flat-out being ignored. I was being nervous about sending a message because I don’t know what to say anymore. Women don’t respond or respond in a way positive way anymore. The confidence I was finally building, after so long, is just fading away, and I don’t feel like I’m wanted again.

I still have thoughts about the woman I wanted to develop something with. I know that isn’t good and I have to stop.
It’s difficult when you are thinking about those special moments when you are attracted to someone and they are attracted to you. I think about those times we were together and you just wondering what you could have built, if you had the chance to. It has to change because I know that I can’t dwell in the past. It’s gone.