I hope it isn’t too late but I know it might be….don’t go. If you still love him and want him back, it’s only going to torment you. I have to see my ex all the freaking time and it torments the hell out of me…and deep down I don’t even want to be back with her. You may slow down your healing process by seeing him. I know this message may reach you too late but please let us know what you decided and how you are feeling. I am genuinely interested to hear. I hope the best.