Dear Nic,
It will not only be ok. It will be great. You’re 21. You have a whole beautiful life ahead of you. You’re on tinybuddha. You’re listening to your inner voice. You’re taking on challenges. You’re listening to your heart and stepping out into a new horizon. You will learn so much with this attitude. I can only imagine a rewarding life ahead of you. The guilt/doubt you mentioned is absolutely normal – it’s a typical adjustment whenever we take on something new or face some changes in our lives. Embrace who you are. Much love to you.
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 