Hey mermaid!
You are having a mid-life crisis at 29! Way to get it out of the way early! You don’t know yourself, join the rest of us. Life is the process of discovering more and more about yourself, so you are right on track! Feeling lost, there is no road map to life, so you are in actuality, lost, just like everyone else. What I’m trying to get at us you are putting pressure on yourself that doesn’t belong there. I know society tells us we should be this or do that, but unfortunately, they have no authority or expertise to determine who or what we should be or what the timeline is for meeting it’s standards. Tell society to screw off and go define your life on your terms!