Thanks Belove..I very much appreciate the reply. Sorry to hear about your marriage. I can’t imagine having to deal with emotions of a marriage and children. Hearing your strength uplifts me. I know I have to go through the emotions and let them subside as time goes on, ive been through a breakup from my previous 8 yr relationship. Its hard but things in your mind work themselves out. What hurts most is the fact that he didn’t love me fully to the level that I did and it faded to this. I understand that but ACCECPTING is where the block is for me and it hurts. I much anxiety right now. Thanks again for your support!