Hi again Mefisto,

If you really hate the idea of meds and despise them it sounds like your natural instinct is kicking in.

I think they’re very dangerous things, and if you want to find yourself in a better life situation my thoughts would be stay away from them. This is a chance to keep moving forward.

A lot of the problems you faced ‘right after’ you stopped taking them were probably side effects of them leaving your body. Probably side effects that make you really keen to get back on them. They make pharmaceutical companies millions of pounds/dollars every year. It seems like they are there to make profit more so than help people get better.

And anyway they will make you forget who truly holds the power and the answers to get you through this. You!
We hope to help you a little along the way be reminding you of this.

It’s really great that you’ve been able to get off them before, this shows you have a great strength within you. Stay on the path that you’re on.

I think Dude’s given good advice, getting yourself out there and doing something interesting will definitely help. Also think about the new life that you want to now create for yourself. You deserve great things to happen in your life and they will. This is one of life’s storms, ride it out- it will calm and then the sun can start to break through.

Lots of love and light to you from the UK xxx