I feel so sorry for you. the fact that you admit you are afraid is something your employers must pick up on straight away and they know they have you in their clutches.

Find an organisation that can help. They do exist.

Nobody should live in fear, it is what people have fought against since the beginning of time, and in this century we should fight even more to gain our liberties against the oppression of those who use power against us for the benefit of themselves.

The human race needs to survive and it will only happen with the altruism and equality of wealth only attainable from a post-consumerist society.

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