We always hurt the person we love the most. Fear can be very evil & destructive to people we love but if we choose to love and conquer that fear, the obstacles of fear become less and less. If you act out of love, many blessings come your way, even if something does go wrong in your life. Something good will happen later on, good deeds never go un-noticed as the universe is always watching (or a higher god). Learn from your mistakes, forgive yourself and move on peacefully knowing that next time a special love comes your way, you won’t make the same mistakes again because you will be conscious, present and more in control of your emotions. Think really hard before you act and know that acting out of love instead of fear will bring more good, than doing the opposite, which is fear and anger. The next time you love another woman, you will be better prepared and won’t make the same mistakes again. Hold on to that love, embrace it, relish in it and make it the best loving relationship you’ve ever had in your life. A relationship takes a little work but if both people are loving each other equally the same, then there really is no WORK required, as the love that is being given out to each other is perfectly & equally balanced. Love is a special gift and some people will never know what love is and some people never get lucky to ever have such a strong love or be in love. So when and if it does happen again to you (finding a deep love) take that love and run with it! I wish you nothing but the best and I hope that everything work out for you. Remember; Be present, be conscious and be love and you’ll see your entire life change for the better. The universe bestows constant blessings on those who truly love and walk without fear. At least you are working on yourself and have taken partial responsibility. It means you are becoming all those things that I mentioned above, present, conscious and loving. From here on out Tati, your life is going to get better and better. Just don’t give up and give into fear anymore. Be proud of yourself and forgive yourself! You are doing a wonderful job so far. <3