Hello,
I have to say that I have struggled with the same issues before and though our experiences are different, we can still share how we were able to overcome the obstacles we faced in the hope that others will find success and comfort in the words.

In martial arts, we call these stages plateaus. Plateaus are points in our spiritual journey where we find ourselves in the middle of ending one path and beginning another one. When one reaches a plateau, that time is meant to be served as a period of inner reflection and preparation. Reflect on the person you were when you began your spiritual journey, reflect on what impacted you most, on what skills you’ve acquired and reflect on which direction you desire to grow. The preparation stage serves as an opportunity to empty your cup so that you can fully experience the beginning of the new path. Imagine a large river dividing into many separate rivers. This plateau is to be seen as the point of transition into one of the other rivers. When you commit yourself to who you want to be, you will become a part of a different flow and the plateau will have served its purpose.

As frustrating as this time may be, realize that it is necessary and recognize that this too is part of your path. No one can tell you how long it takes to overcome. Only by dedicating yourself to your journey and honing your ability to be patient and preserver can help you. Once you gain confidence in your path, it’ll be much easier to adjust. These lessons are meant to test you and push your limitations beyond what they used to be so expect it to be difficult. The beautiful part is that the things that require your sincere attention and push you to work hard typically reward us twice as much.

Be patient with yourself and your journey and be present in the moment. When you’re ready, the path will reveal itself. Just make sure you’re paying attention.

Thepathofaronin.blogspot.com is my personal blog and may help as well. I wish you all the happiness along your journey, my friend.

Peace