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Ben
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I suppose I forgot to mention that I’m also living out in the middle of nowhere right now, and have done all my life (I have yet to leave home, but I hope to do so later on in the year). Most of the time it is just me and my retired dad so I see him a lot and very few other people. I cannot drive as I don’t particularly want to, yet it is a conflicting feeling because I would be able to get around a hell of a lot more if I could. But I enjoy living without one, seeing the kind of stress and mental demand they can bring about. But I feel very isolated, and with a lot of my work being based on the internet I pretty much all my time in my room, and it becomes my safe haven when I’ve been away from home for a long period of time, which I’m not keen on. I don’t quite like the attachment I have to it, but I know it’s understandable. I just need to move out so I can built a brand new space. I learned the benefits of that living at uni for three years.

Anyway, yeah.