One more thing! The fact that it feels like “BS” lately probably means you are in for some kind of an awakening or shift in perspective! It usually feels worse before there is a big release. Try and not resist the areas of resistance that you encounter- this is how you know you are on your path and doing good work. Remember that only love is real. Everything else is based on past fears/hurts/judgments and usually represent a cry for love (when you knew you weren’t getting the love you needed). Hope this gives you something to look forward to in your practice! Many blessings