Hi bpkhss

Those feelings and questions you asked yourself, I asked something similar when a relationship didn’t work out last Feb.
Now when I recalled back I am safe to say that I wasn’t at fault at all. We are just not compatible so don’t blame yourself for the outcome. There are fortunately other guys out there who are open minded, my friend’s relatives who are muslims have married foreign guys too .

Find someone who genuinely want to be with you but this is going to take time…