Thank you everyone. I’ve had a rough past couple of years and that alone has really contributed to knocking me down. I’ve lost a lot, I’ve lost people I truly truly cared about…I don’t want to make that mistake again. What if I don’t give him the chance and he really has had an eyeopener? Of course, I know, he’s had plenty of times prior to this to “open his eyes;” but I still am in fear of letting go to something that may be worth it. Ugh I don’t know.