Thanks for responding, George. I appreciate your thoughtful logic and your kind words. You’re right, I shouldn’t give up smiling. Sometimes I feel frustrated because I feel like I’m constantly hustling. It’s exhausting. But yea, I can find work if I need to. You’re right. I’m on my own, so there’s no real financial support system–but I don’t mind that (that kind of support always seems to cost me in major ways, hence not having it anymore). So I guess I have to remind myself I’m doing everything that I can. I like that you say the fear is natural. I read a lot, mediate, and pray, so maybe I expect the fear to one day just not be there…or maybe it’s there less and I don’t know it. Who knows. I guess as they say, ‘this too shall pass…’ Good luck with your situation too! I’m happy to see someone else is going through a similar situation (I mean, not really but you know) and manages to stay sane. It gives me hope and strength. 🙂 pink