I have abandonment issues. Since I was a kid and growing up. I can’t imagine the fear of being left behind over and over again. I think it’s my biggest fear in life. I was always the one being dumped, left behind without reason by the two guys I had relationships with. But I’m thankful and learned alot from it. Like the person from this forum said I am worthy enough. I don’t need a man to complete me. To believe and love myself first. And be there for myself when everyone is gone. I found strength. I didn’t think I can be this strong. After this, I’m just going to devote time for myself and take a break from any romantic relationships. I want to be in a happy and loving relationship with myself. And in God’s time when the right man comes along everything will fall into place. Thank u for the kind words, Bina. God bless ❤️