Let’s make this simpler, cupo. Forget the question of whether you love each other or the idea of love or whatever.

• What qualities do you want your life to have? What does happiness look like for you? You want passion? Stability? Peace? Lot’s of excitement? Laughter? Friendships? Make a short list (3-5 things).
• Does being with her give you those qualities?
• Imagine life a year after your break-up. A year after so you’re not in the middle of the mourning process, you may have found someone new or at least got used to living on your own. Imagine where you’re living and what life is like. Do you now have more of your happiness qualities, or less?

Now you know what would be right for you. Take this into account when making your decision.

Finally, “But I’ve had zero outlet in like 6 years.” Why is that?